Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Dreams

"A Dream is a wish your heart makes,
 when your fast asleep.
 In dreams you will lose your heartache, 
whatever you wish for you keep.
 Have faith in your dreams and someday 
your rainbow will come smiling through. 
No matter how your heart is grieving 
if you keep on believing 
the dream that you wish will come true"- Cinderella <3

I believe that your dreams reflect the desires of your heart. No lie, most of my dreams at night are about meeting Taylor Swift, because right now that is the top goal in my life. My dreams used to be about the boy I liked. I dream about my friends, my family, my dog. I dream about spiritual things too. I have nightmares that wake me up. Recently I had a serious of nightmares about demon possession and they were the SCARIEST things I have ever experienced I had to call my sweet mommy into my room to comfort me, I actually cried over these nightmares and was fearful to sleep again that night. It felt real, and that was scary. I had to pray for God to protect my heart and mind while I slept so that those nightmares wouldn't haunt me again. God was faithful in doing so, that night I had dreams about my passions, church, special needs children, and the elderly. It was precious to see everything I loved in front of me in a dream. The next night I stayed at my friend's dorm, but still prayed for that protection again. I didn't dream, or if I did I don't remember it. And again the next night, I had a dream about Taylor Swift coming to my home for a big party my mom was throwing, she then invited me to attend one of her concerts front row, I got to hang out with my celebrity hero backstage at her own concert in my dream. That is cool to me, that I can accomplish whatever I want in one of my dreams. I could hug her whenever I wanted and she didn't care. I could make her laugh and I could be her friend. In my dream about the children, church, and elderly I was able to minister to all these precious people in my dream. That is the true desire of my heart to minister and love on people and worship God. My dreams never concern my future, its always my present day life and I think that is because I have accepted that my future is unknown, and I don't care to know it until it gets here. I used to have dreams about my wedding, but those would just frustrate me because I could never see the man's face. But we would get married and dance the night away. That was the desire of my heart then, to find "the one" but now, I could honestly care less. I know I'm supposed to be single for this season and I don't want anything to do with dating or boyfriends or anything like that. Right now I'm fully content with being single and not liking anyone. I'm curious to see what I dream about tonight, if it will be one of my repetitive Taylor Swift meeting dreams or something new. I never know.
What are YOUR dreams? What do you desire most?
Peace.Love.Blessings,
Brittany Lauren

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